Sunday, June 6, 2010
Max is 23 months!
Monday, May 31, 2010
WELL.....we TRIED....
Friday, May 28, 2010
Made it to 25 weeks!
Just a look at the past week...
Sunday....we didn't do much of anything....I spend most of the day teaching my hubbie the ins and outs of cleaning the house. I think he was on overload by the end of the night. Craig learned to do many things. I was so proud that he picked up how to do the laundry so well! I must say I am a very lucky women to have a husband that wanted to take on everything for me...I don't think he even thought twice about the fact that he is now doing everything for Max, me, the house, the yard and on top of that he is working and in school! I guess we shall call him super daddy!!!!
Monday....our neighbor and friend Jennifer came and got Max. He had a blast with Jennifer and her three kids! Later, we had a visit from my sister n law LuLu and my two nieces Laney and Linley! They brought us a yummy dinner of mexican casserole, rice, beans, and cookies!!
Wednesday....Amy came back to help out with Max! My mother n law took me to the doctor and my mom came and got Max to go to the doctor. I had nothing but good news. My cervix is stable for now and the funneling of the amniotic sac is better. Bedrest is paying off!!! I will be doing weekly checkups on Wednesdays. Poor lil Max did not have good news though. He still has his double ear infections! Poor baby! We started him on a new antibiotic and he will go back in 2 weeks to have another recheck.
Thursday...Grandmother (aka my mother n law) came and picked Max up and took him back to her house for the day. I just took it easy here at the house on the couch. Was somewhat emotional and actually didn't feel that great. I am not sleeping so good at night because as you would imagine going from laying on the couch to laying in the bed is just not that fun! I have been pretty sore and achy from just laying all the time. I know the bedrest is just what Emery needs but some days are just harder than others.....
And today!!!
Friday...my friend Kelly and her son Chase came and got Max and took him back to their house! Max had such a great time! When Kelly brought him back he did not want to take a nap. He wanted to stay up and play with Chase!! So sweet! Later, we changed out Max's crib to a toddler bed. I figured it would help for him to be able to get in and out since I can't pick him up and that way he doesn't have to wait to get out in the morning and naptime for whoever is caring for him that day. I must say that he LOVES his toddler bed. Lets just hope he stays in it all night as poor Craig will be on duty!!! I will do a post on it very soon to let you know the outcome!
Our Beach Trip 2010!
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We had a great time in Ft Morgan on May 10th through the 15th! We went to the beach and pool each day! We did do a little shopping but we mostly just enjoyed hanging out in the sun! Max was not so sure about the ocean. He would walk up to the ocean and say "no wa wa". It was quite funny how he thought he could stop the water from touching him! LOL! Max's Nana and Pawpaw went with us (my parents)! We all had a great time together! It was a much needed relaxing vacation. Check out the little slide show of pictures and you can see just how much fun we had at the beach!
Saturday, May 22, 2010
We got to go HOME!!!
Friday, May 21, 2010
We made it to 24 WEEKS!!!
So back to baby Emery....well, it all started Monday May 17th when I went in for my regular OB checkup. I told my OB Dr. Williams about how I have been having a lot of "cramping" (well what I thought was cramping) and she suggested we get an ultrasound to check everything out. She figured it was just normal though since I do have a 22 month old to run around after.....little did we know.....things weren't normal! The ultrasound showed that my cervix was short and thin measuring 1.24 to 1.88cm (the range is there because when they put pressure on my cervix it was shorter than if I were just laying there). During the ultrasound the tech also noticed I was having contractions! AHHH! I was 23 wks 3 days at the time so she called Dr. Williams in to check my cervix. I was about a finger tip dilated (which is about 1/2 to 1cm dilated). So basically I was in preterm labor. I sat in the waiting room with my sweet little Max (who by the way did SOOOOOO good while we at the doctors office forever) and waited for my admit papers to the hospital. I called my mom since she was closest to come and get Max so that they could do whatever needed to be done to take care of our sweet baby girl! I was admitted to labor and delivery about 5pm and they did some labs, started fluids, and put the baby on some monitors. All was well really except I was scared out of my mind because even though I am a nurse I had no idea what all of this meant. I just kept praying that baby Emery would stay in because I knew she was too little to come out!!! My mom and dad took Max to dinner and then my parents and his parents all met Craig at the house to get Max's things so Max could stay with the Lawsons. He was excited to go and had a lot of fun! This was his first time to spend the night with the Lawsons.....(i know I am a selfish brat when it comes to my kid...lol) After they got everything squared away Craig came up to stay with me and we stayed in labor and delivery until about 1 am when they moved me up to antepartum room 430!
Picture of baby Emery at 23wks 3days! The US tech gave me lots of cute pics! This one was the best!
Tuesday May 18th I basically hung out in the bed all day until about 4:30 they did some kind of test that checks to see if your body is secreting a protein that would suggest you may go into labor in the next 2 wks. After the test they did a complete Ultrasound checking everything on little Emery. She was weighing in at 1lb 3oz and looked very healthy!!! Then they checked my cervix which it was measuring 1.66cm with pressure and relaxed. So that was a plus. However, they noticed that my amniotic sac was funneling down into my cervix.....another not so good thing....ugh!!! So about 5:45 they came to tell me some good and bad news. The good news was the protein test was NEGATIVE!!! YEAH! The bad news was they were keeping me over night to monitor me and consult the high risk pregnancy OB. BOO!!! I knew it was for the best but I was really planning on going home to be on bedrest..... I did have a good lunch date with my mom and a dinner date with my hubbie and Max. My brother n law Gregg came for a quick visit too! My mom and dad came back up for a visit around dinner time. When it was time for Max to leave it was VERY DIFFICULT!!! He kept pulling my finger and saying "mommy go" "mommy car". It was very sad. He was crying and I was crying. I know that this is all for the best but it is still very hard emotionally. Craig took Max home to get him ready to go the Lawsons house to spend the night again and Amy came and visited. Then Craig came back to spend the night with me! Oh and I got some flowers from Mickey and Helen. Thanks guys! Emery and I are really enjoying them. They are quite beautiful!
Flowers Mickey and Helen sent! So beautiful!
Oh...wait I totally forgot that I called St. Jude to find out what my options were since I would not be able to go back to work anytime soon. I was disappointed to find out that we do not have short term disability and that I was going to have to take maternity leave effective that day. I was quite upset since maternity leave is only 16 wks and I would need longer than that since we are being very hopeful that Emery doesn't come for at least 12 more weeks and then a c-section you can't work for at least 6 wks. So long story short I am now on maternity leave and will have to apply for a 10wk personal leave after maternity is up. If I need longer than that then I will lose my job. This all took me by surprise.....and sad thing is I will have to go back when Emery is about 6 wks because I am only going to get paid for about 6 weeks of the total time! BOO!!!!! I know in the end it will ALL be WORTH IT!!!! Just trying to stay positive....
A positive to this entire experience....I must say it is awesome to lay here and feel my sweet baby girl moving around in my belly! She is such a busy little girl! I get to hear her heartbeat (it ranges from 135 to 155) all the time these days and I am sure I will get to have more ultrasounds than I ever imagined. It is all so surreal to watch this baby being shaped and molded by our dear God inside my tummy! I truly thank God for each day he allows baby Emery to stay inside my belly and grow! Each day she just gets stronger! Even though my goal is 36 wks I am going to take it a day at a time for that is all I can do right now.
Wednesday May 19th....23wks 5days....was a very LONG and HARD day! The OB came in very early to tell me that even though the protein test was negative and my cervix was stable at this time they were going to keep me until Sat or Sun and possibly the rest of the pregnancy. They explained the whole amniotic sac tunneling thing and how they wanted me to stay to get steroids for the baby and a repeat Ultrasound to check stability of the cervix and amniotic sac. It was A LOT of information to swallow especially the part I may be in the hospital for the remainder of pregnancy. I was quite devastated because here I have taken care of my son pretty much everyday of his life for almost 2 yrs and now I couldn't do ANYTHING for him and I may be in the hospital where I wouldn't even get to see him everyday.....all I could do really was cry!!! I just felt like my life was being ripped apart and there was NOTHING I could do about it because I can only lay in a hospital bed while life is going on all around me!!!! It wasn't until my nurse Gina explained to me that my son is 22months old and we have a lot of family and friends that can care for him but baby Emery can only depend on ME to take care of her....no one else but GOD and ME!!! At the time of her telling me this it only made me cry more because I was like great I could screw that up....but now it is a true inspiration to me. I can't say that I didn't cry more that day because to be honest I did.....my mom came to visit for lunch and Craig came by to visit after work. I decided to pass on letting Max come visit because I thought it would be too hard on both of us. Craig however did go get him and stay at home with him that night so that Max could have a little normalcy. My mom came to stay with me that night...bless her heart..she didn't get much sleep! On a side note, I did have a late night visitor from my mom's group at Hope, Mary, she is a labor and delivery nurse downstairs so she came up for a quick visit to see how Emery and I were doing. It really does do wonders to know there are so many family and friends that are thinking and praying for us!
Beautiful roses from Auntie Pam!
And here we are Friday May 21st......24 WEEKS!!!!! What a glorious day! My sweet little Emery is 24 wks! I am definitely thanking our dear Lord for making it to this milestone! This morning started out with the normal OB visit and nurse rounds. About 9:30 I got my first steroid shot for Emery. I can't say that it felt good at all! LOL! My brother headed out and then two friends from mom's group came by Ali and Jessica! We had a great visit! They brought me some movies, magazines, and a game boy! So fun! I had a little downtime so I started working on this blog! My mom came by for a visit at lunch and then my brother and Darren came back and stayed with me the rest of the afternoon. Vicki our children's ministry leader at church came by to check on us. She was very sweet to pray with Emery and me and just to let us know again that God is the ultimate healer and protector! She let us know that a lot of people were praying for us! And boy how I know that a lot of people ARE praying! I can tell you I can feel it! God is so GOOD! My hubbie came up to bring dinner and spend the night and brought with him some more visitors! My brother n law Gregg, sister n law LuLu, and my two nieces Laney and Linley! That was a nice surprise! Laney (who is about to be 3) kept saying "i wanna see that baby"! It was quite adorable. I showed her the ultrasound pics and that baby Emery was still in my belly. She didn't quite understand because she still wanted to see that baby! So cute! I didn't see Max today because I am being hopeful that I will be going home tomorrow. Want to say a hugh thanks to my mother n law that has kept Max almost all week! Don't know what we would do without you! My friend Amy went by and picked up Max from her this morning and Max and her son Cooper got to have a day filled of FUN! Again a hugh thanks to Amy! I know Max had a great time with you guys today! Craig picked up Max and took him to my parents. My sweet mom stayed at our house so Max could sleep in his bed again! Thanks again mom!!! You are the best!
All the wondeful goodies I got through the week! Thank you everyone! I never knew I was SO LOVED!!!
Just a side note so I don't forget to say some of things I have been wanting everyone to know! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU! I honestly have no idea how I would make it through each day without the love and support of all my friends and family! You all are making this a much easier journey for our family! The texts, calls, emails, fb messages, cards, flowers, goodies and constant prayers have been more than I could ever imagine! I have never felt so loved by all! I can't wait to tell Emery and Max one day about all of this! We are truly blessed!
Monday, May 10, 2010
Max and Mommy Date!
Belated Anniversary Post
On April 21st Craig and I celebrated our 3 year anniversary!!! I can not believe it has been 3 years already! Time has just flown by! I must say it has been a absolute wonderful 3 years! I would not change anything. God has truly blessed us with such an amazing marriage and family. I couldn't ask for anything more. I love that I have such a strong, caring, and loving husband to spend each day with. Craig, I don't know how to thank you for being such a great husband and daddy to our son! I love you with all of my heart and hope to spend many many more anniversaries with you!
